Many always compare their lives with others. Good or bad. They just love comparison so much.If there’s one thing those people love doing other than pin-pointing and gossiping, comparing is another " past-time" they enjoy doing..

Is it our competitive society that " nurtures " this absurd behaviour? Or is it by nature practice? Well, seriously, I really can’t put a finger on that.

I’ve been to one of my paternal cousin’s wedding which was held at a hotel in Sentosa. Often, events like this one, would be the " gathering-ground " for those people. It would really be a bummer if you happen to be having nine of those sharing a table with you.(*10 in a table) Frequent, there’s only one ass sharing the table with you. For my case, one is enough.. She is a lot worse than all those you’ve met and knew. Venomous, bossy and always poke her nose into every conversation that has nothing to do with her. Gawd ~ Well, this was one of the best wedding I’ve been to. Why? I actually have had a participation credit !! Lol. It’s an " honor " to be able to put those ass in a frown and crossed their arms and for a moment or two, fuming in silence. HAHAHAHAHA.. Nothing is as good as that ! haha..

I was just advising my uncle’s heavy smoking and bad drinking habits. She just have to poke her nose in. Say I was disrespectful and my uncle shouldn’t have doted me, shouldn’t participate in my upbringing when I was young. Wth?! SHOULD I JUST WATCH HIM SMOKE, WATCH HIM DRINK.. TILL SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS AND SHE PIN-POINTS AT ME SAYING " if you care, you would have stopped him from all these torturous habits. "

Care, is to stop the one you love from torturing himself. To change his habits. To help him in the process.

Call it disrespectful. Whatever. Haha. She is so not worth respecting.

The no.1 listed in billboard you wouldn’t wanted to mess with.

It might not be a divine meal, but surely was an entertaining, rollercoaster ride, one of those nights you can put your arms high and scream.. lol.

P.S: For those people who has serious bad drinking and heavy smoking, please stop giving yourself excuses for not quitting. It’s never a bad time to quit.

What I did was just shooting back at her till she’s seething in her crossed arms, shaking in anger. I love that sight. Perhaps in the past, I might be in fear. BUT I HAVE GONE THRU THAT METAMORPHISIS.

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Speaking of the national rally.. has anyone heard of mrbrown.com? My brother invited me to his room, and let me listen to the recent broadcast.. It’s sooooooooooooooo hilarious !!!! An extraction from the rally. Those who are interested.. get it from me.. haha

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Ever since i enrolled into this school, i’ve changed a lot. In what sense? My behavior, perhaps? Haha, the girl who used to be very quiet in school, has had " morphed " to a much sociable person. I remember, back in secondary school, i dont usually talk. Seldom heard my voice in class.

Now, in Nafa, haha, people probably cant wait for me to shut my mouth. Haha..

Well, i like my classmates, i’m saying this not because of i have a couple of them in my friends’ list, but, is the truth alright ?! haha, small but close. (^.^) Unlike the class i used to be in, disorganised, but, they are all straight-forward people, thats what i like about them. I prefer a rather honest kind of class, tells you what they think of you, instead of at the back.

Prejudgemental caused communication break-down. Clarification ensures no misunderstandings. Do not wait till when you’re old, then realise you’ve misunderstood that person. Dont wait for that person to come to you. Dont assume. It might not be that way.

I guess having such a tight schedule, also a good thing.. Haha.. At least, it doesn’t make me think that much. Still, it doesnt stop me from beating myself emotionally. I feel horrible ~ thinking i’m still unworthy… to be in this family. I still cant shake off those criticisms. I love my family, i love my brother, and i’m proud to have him as my brother.. (*sob sob). Why must people always put us on a balance? comparing .. Why? It’s not fair. We are born to have different capabilities. Each of us are unique. Why? Why they have to put me on a balance with someone else and compare what we’ve been through? So what if the answer is, " you are more unfortunate than her? " Does it make us feel any better? Sigh.. It is so hard to bring this idea across to the older generation… Sigh.. Well, i’m trying not to take it personally. Still, it hurts.

i guess, maybe because i’ve always lend my ears to those in need, listen to their problems and provide them with solutions, make me differ from those in my age. Haha.. I still remember, i did this test.. A mental age test. It says my… mental age was 26.

Er.. ahahaha.. i keep on going off the subject.. ahahaha.. it’s s’pose to be about school.. ahahahha..

Ok, i’ll try to be constant next time.. haha

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School Life Rulz ?

Since that day 5th of June’06, my life has changed drastically. I always take my " carefree " schoolife for granted. Always say " Why so many assignments?! " Actually it wasn’t a lot. Now that i’ve enrolled into this school, i then realise.. what is SO many assignments and projects.

I used to love teachers giving us projects back then. Now come to think of it, i was rather foolish. I thought i could show my capabilities through my project and it is something of my OWN, something which i can proudly announce it’s MINE. I set high expectations in whatever i do, especially projects. But, ever since i’ve came here, things changed. When i try to commit my principles for completing my project, i just couldnt do it. Having so many assignments at hand, i hardly can catch my breath. The only free time i ever have is on weekends. Still, my time is given to relaxation and completing of assignments. When the dateline of the project submission is drawing near.. i have to put my assignments aside and do my project. This is really tiring. Relaxation is necessary as it balances your lifestyle. Overworking your mind is unhealthy. Haha.

Well, coping is really tough, but i’m trying my very best to adjust. If i dont get " used to it " now, during the assessment period it’ll be a lot harder to cope, let alone when i’m at my 2nd year.

14 weeks - 14 lessons per lecturer. Which means you only see your lecturer 14 times !!!!

Well. therefore, they started to bombard you with mountains and mountains of assignments. >.<

Sigh.. >.<

STRESS man ~ >.<

Alright, i’ll continue again next time. In my next entry, i shall include more about my school life like, friendship, etc

Thank you for reading. See ya ~

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